This came to mind while talking to a close friend about her current relationship status. The kind of people we are attracted to, why we are, and what our type really is.

People haven't a fuck clue what my type is. I mean try it. Let's just take the two obvious and latest. Jun and Tiffany. What do I see in them that I put high regard in them both? I ( Read more... )

Month end is always amusing. It's hectic for everyone to try to get everything done so we can close out. It's no different for me because I'm always on top of my shit. But while closing we can't do work as the numbers need to be stable through out. So accounting basically sits on their ass for half a day doing absolutely nothing...

In other news, ( Read more... )

To follow up on what I wrote last night. I was kind of perfect as a kid. Top of my class... Top of the grade ahead of me's class. In kindergarten I was doing 1st grade work. In first grade I was doing 3rd grade work. Etc etc. star of the choir(hard to believe huh?) I wasn't the best athlete but I was definitely good. But that shit is normal for ( Read more... )

Slow day today at work. I recently got back from NorCal and going to AOD which will be my last social con I go to in... Maybe forever.

There were a lot of reasons I shouldn't have gone up. Money, though it wasn't that bad(250$ total after flight food etc). Te maid cafe tryouts, high probability of running into jun and drama and being attacked and ( Read more... )

Last night after not being able to sleep until 4ish, I woke up this morning remembering my dream for the first time in quite a long time. It was a dream loosely based off NHK ni yokosou. Add in Viet mafia trying to smuggle drugs, a wedding I was desperately trying to catch, and office work. There was a lot of symbolic parts of my life in the ( Read more... )

Whenever I get near another one of these appointments are start becoming negative and upset. Next one is the twelfth. It makes me feel alone and scared because I honestly have no clue what's going to happen, and in worst case, it's pretty bad.

Even with the support of good friends, it's still scary. But I'm really trying not to let it bother me. But ( Read more... )

I'm not going to lie. No matter how much conviction I have in my decisions this time it's really hard. I know I'll do it and I'm fully set on so. Mentally I've already dedicated and will follow through. But I'm letting go of the only two things I can honestly and truthfully say I loved and was happy in taking pride of.

The really only two positive ( Read more... )

http://raikamishiro.blogspot.com/2013/01/my-hero-is-usopp.html?m=1

My friend rai's blog today was something I needed to hear metaphorically. Although Eileen basically said the same thing to me a few days ago in a completely different way... I needed to ( Read more... )

Three posts, I just realized because my desktop is set to jp time all my entries are out of order. There... fixed the order of these.

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I can say its because I'm sick, or because I feel like shit, but neither would be honest. Right now it's just a time of weakness. I miss my erouto a lot right now. Just being able to talk to her and to have things feel okay.

A broadcaster on twitter asked what people look for in a voice that makes it sound good. I said an innocent/purity that can't ( Read more... )